Past

 Kau tahu aku manusia yang susah nak lupakan sesuatu sebab aku manusia yang suka pegang pada memori. Tuhan tahu betapa susahnya untuk aku lupakan masa lalu yang peritnya minta nyawa. Past is past. You dont live in past. Kalau kau mahu hidup dalam masa lalu silakan. I want to move forward and make a lots of memory in my life. Kau tahu, aku cuba bangun balik dengan segala kepayahan dan kau tiba-tiba datang nak cuba buka balik apa yang dah aku tutup. How dare you? Who you you are trying to be so transparency but at the end you are trying to korek my past. I never ask about your past and please respect my decision. Aku juga bukan ahli nujum. Pakar nujum jauh sekali bukan. You cannot assume I know what you want. Dont assume. Ask. Expectations kill people

Degree week 9

Issa Week 9 now. Just had my midsem break last week and spent the whole break with family at home. I brought all my works and did a little bit of revision. Ohh and also helped Abah with his clerk work. That sound not really holiday cuz I have so many work to do. Lol Currently, here I am writing on this blog at this hour. Alone. Just myself. Had a discussion just now and already finished some of my works. Need to do revision but am super sleepy right now. I cant believed I can survive degree life until today. Hamdanlillah. Only Allah SWT knows how many times I felt hopeless and give up. I have five weeks left till finale. Hopefully Allah SWT lead me and lend me a strength so that the feelings of give up is gone. All I want to do right now is finish everything that I start. Every time I want to give up and even there were once I cried in bed cuz stress with lots of work, I will remembered how happy my family when they knew I got an offer to pursue my study. Have faith Naddd :)